I do not believe that anybody did exist prior to me. When my beingness appeared, then everything appeared. Prior to my beingness, nothing was. Originally I am without any stigma, uncovered by anything.
The Paramatman is the core Self, the highest Self. Its identity is without any stigma, it is subtler than space.
Why are you dying? Understand the first moment, when you understood that you are. Due to what? How?
Once you understand this, you are the highest of the Gods – the point at which everything rises; the source and the end is the same point.
Once you understand that point, you are released from that point. Nobody tries to understand this happening of the "I Amness." I, the Absolute am not this "I Amness."